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This is a song about how during one of the most depressing times of my life I was led to believe that I was a horrible person for leaving an insanely toxic relationship. It is dedicated to anyone going through it <3
lyrics
Another year, how does it feel
I'll hold you close enough to see
Another drag before you go
Look inside, see inside were we such broken ones
This year I pray to god for Snow
when you go just tie the rope
I'm window shopping for some hope
Like something classic, some designer, some kind of reminder
Christmas eve is here, one in the same
"So now I'm on display, no I am not okay
You just explained you're going away"
I guess it's all the same
It's Christmas Eve...
I called it right, you told the world I was broken
But I never did fall on my own
I fell inside that drinking glass, still soft spoken
You lit a match then dropped it down, you lit your match then you said
"You're a liar, back away" Tell me why I'm not okay
I guess I'm better off okay
Call my friends, call the cops, so I'm insane?
I guess we'll never ever know but you said that
Christmas eve is here, one in the same
"So now I'm on display, no I am not okay
You just explained you're going away"
I guess it's all the same
It's Christmas Eve...
credits
released December 24, 2023
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered, Arranged by Evan Michael Crowley
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